Wipeout

This has to be the funniest game/tv show on right now. During the first episode I laughed so hard my stomach hurt. It was non-stop funniness. It comes on Tuesday at 8:00pm on ABC. Here is the link if you wanna see for yourself. You can watch it online http://abc.go.com/primetime/wipeout/index?pn=index
From last nights episode there were events that consisted of Dirty Balls, Big Balls, Small Balls, going bare back, people being punched in the face, groin, and to sum it up a ball loving weirdo, a one word model, and the list of crazy's goes on and on.
I can't wait till next weeks show, it's so darn funny.

Are you kidding?

So, after many strange events that continue to occur within my life I have decided to start a blog. So let me begin with was has currently got me wigged out. My father called last week to inform me that my step-brother was murdered by his wife. For the full story go to http://www.dailybulletin.com/ci_9101829. Now, I haven't had the best relationship with my father and we have a relationship that is well, unhealthy. So hearing from him last week was unexpected. Anyways, he has called me daily since finding out this awful news to keep me up to date and to invite me to the funeral on Wednesday. Not 5 minutes after our last conversation of him inviting me, he calls to tell me that due to our unresolved problems I am uninvited and that I should respect his wishes and not attend. WTF...why even call me, seriously. I keep saying to myself ok, this is it, it has to end. This relationship is unhealthy one sided and complete bullshit. So, this event can only help me to move on and be done with it. I pray for peace of mind and the ability to remember he is not going to change, he is not ready for change, and not even a daughter who truly wants to be loved by her father will make that happen.