Rusty Balls has arrived!

I know!

So, I know it has been a very long time since my last entry, I'm not quite sure if anyone will actually read this. Anyways, I have been very busy the past several months completing my internship. I am so excited to be half-way done. Yeah! Now the real stress begins...Finding a Job, Yikes. I am attempt to stay in So. Cal for the moment, but am not opposed to moving back to Central Cali.

Other points of interest, I just went to an awesome Irish Festival in Pomona, CA and met a gentlemen by the name of Rusty Balls, go figure. I will attempt to post a pic of one such man who calls himself Rusty Balls when i can find my camera.

I hope to keep writing but am a little uneasy because I am still finding my voice and deciding what and what not to write. Is this blog for bitching, introducing things I enjoy...a combo of both, who knows. Maybe it will just be a dedication to my cats.

Patience

I hope to return and continue my journey of blogging. Hopefully I will have more energy by the weekend to write something meaningful. If not I will just write about a cool strapless bra I got that only cost about $25.

Wipeout

This has to be the funniest game/tv show on right now. During the first episode I laughed so hard my stomach hurt. It was non-stop funniness. It comes on Tuesday at 8:00pm on ABC. Here is the link if you wanna see for yourself. You can watch it online http://abc.go.com/primetime/wipeout/index?pn=index
From last nights episode there were events that consisted of Dirty Balls, Big Balls, Small Balls, going bare back, people being punched in the face, groin, and to sum it up a ball loving weirdo, a one word model, and the list of crazy's goes on and on.
I can't wait till next weeks show, it's so darn funny.

Are you kidding?

So, after many strange events that continue to occur within my life I have decided to start a blog. So let me begin with was has currently got me wigged out. My father called last week to inform me that my step-brother was murdered by his wife. For the full story go to http://www.dailybulletin.com/ci_9101829. Now, I haven't had the best relationship with my father and we have a relationship that is well, unhealthy. So hearing from him last week was unexpected. Anyways, he has called me daily since finding out this awful news to keep me up to date and to invite me to the funeral on Wednesday. Not 5 minutes after our last conversation of him inviting me, he calls to tell me that due to our unresolved problems I am uninvited and that I should respect his wishes and not attend. WTF...why even call me, seriously. I keep saying to myself ok, this is it, it has to end. This relationship is unhealthy one sided and complete bullshit. So, this event can only help me to move on and be done with it. I pray for peace of mind and the ability to remember he is not going to change, he is not ready for change, and not even a daughter who truly wants to be loved by her father will make that happen.